Waqqie, May 19, 13.

“Tonight I sit here with you listening to the stories that you’ve hidden in your heart for so many years.
The time that we’ve spent apart has killed the happiness that has once surrounded us.
After tonight you’ll once again leave me, time’s so short yet it moves so fast, soon the stars will fade away into the morning light, the moon will soon let out its shiny face and together we’ll know the end’s here.
Day by day I’ll be waiting for your return, one week, two months, five years, who knows how long I’ll have to wait?
But the love you’ve given me, the happiness in my heart of our love will keep the days to come without you alive.
Let’s keep tonight our night, let’s laugh through the night, even though I might cry for the sad goodbye tomorrow.
Don’t let the tears stop the happiness of the night, tomorrow when you continue your journey, I’ll be home waiting for the one that I love.
Distances away you and I will be in each other hearts, and that’ll keep our happiness alive.”

“Who is it to blame, me or you, for the mistakes in our lives?!
In the wonderful love that we had, who is it to blame, me or you, when the music died and we stopped dancing while I cried a river of tears thinking about tomorrow?!
Where would I go?!
Where would I be without you?!
Me or you, who is it to blame when tomorrow dies on us and we look back to yesterday knowing our love was so great, so wonderful?!
Why did it have to end so badly?!
Why were there so many tears falling in our love when there was nothing that could’ve ended it even if there was a little fight between us?!
I can’t dream or think anymore, even the world has stopped turning because our love has ended.
I can’t believe the dreams we’ve had together now have turned into a world of nightmares.
Can you dream again with me?!
Can you live again without my love?!
I can’t live without you, can’t dream anymore, can’t see the daylight, even if the sun was burning down on me.
I can’t see the stars even if the full moon was brightly above the dreamful night sky..”

(WAQQIE, 20/April/2013).

The music plays on even though you’ve gone.
The music plays on even though I can’t hear a single word or note playing in my ears.
The music plays on but all I can hear is the dying heart beating slowly, all I can hear is the torrential rain falling outside. 
The music plays on like the flickering lights that shine and dim away as I watch the hours go by and slowly I melt away like the winter snow. 
The music plays on but I sit here.
In the silent of the night I listen to the crying of the lonely heart, I listen to the falling rain. There’s nothing here but falling tears.
Silent music, I can’t hear nothing but the dying heart of yesterday happiness.
The happiness of when you were still here in this room listening to the falling melodies as we swept away the loneliness together, as we swept away the loneliness of our hearts. 
You were here with me listening to what is now the silent music of the night..

Poem written by WAQQIE, 16/Mar/2013.

Goodbye To Yesterday

By myself, all alone with this pain deep inside, without anyone to hold, to love.
Life seems lonely, life seems long and old, growing alone day by day.
How could you forget the time and the moment I brought the happiness to your life?
How could you forget those lovely days when we were hands in hands loving each other more than anything in this whole world?
Goodbye, goodbye to yesterday, to the one I’ve loved and longed for, to the memories that I’ve shared with the one I thought really loved me, the one who I really loved, and who I couldn’t bear to lose.
Goodbye, goodbye to the roads that I once walked to and with the one I loved, the one who said she loved me.
Goodbye to love, goodbye to you the one who I thought loved me.
Goodbye, goodbye to the warm of spring time, to yesterday memories that’ll only be in my dreams, Goodbye, goodbye..

Poem written by WAQQIE, 10/Mar/2013.

If I tell you I don’t love you will you understand?!
If I tell you I have to go will you be happy?!
I want to be with you forever but time and destiny won’t allow it, I want to hold you every second of the day, want to tell you I love you but the words can’t come out.
Will you be sad if I never look you in your eyes like you want me to?
Will you be mad at me if the words that come of my mouth aren’t the words that you want to hear?!
I want to love you with every second of the day, want to wake up next to you but it could never be what we wish for.
Every time you look at me it hurts my heart, every time I see you walk down the street I want to run to you and hold you, but whenever I try to do it I just lost my strength.
I want to scream out loud the words you want to hear me say, want to look you into your eyes and then tenderly kiss you, but whenever you stand before me the tender lips just can’t touch one another.
I want to touch your hands and feel your warmth, want to walk down the sunset and live happily ever after, but our love story could never be a fairytale.
I can only dream of tomorrow and hope my dreams will last forever, like you will forever be in my heart.

She tells me listen babe;

Love is a house of wax, obscured notion of doubt might melt it way.

I say sweetie;

If a heart has even a bit of suspicion, there could be something else instead but definitely not love.

She tells me listen babe;

Will you, like this, forever love me?! ’Cause anything lesser than this I shall not be able to settle for…

I say sweetie;

What love is?! Is taught to me by you I know nothing else besides loving you.

She tells me listen babe;

I get so scared of detachment that thought of keeping myself away from you, I dread and is in no way possible.

I say sweetie;

Similar fears trouble me a lot too but its true that love and departure go hand in hand.

She tells me listen babe;

Tell me, can you live without me?! My conversations, my memories, my eyes, Can you forget them?!

I say sweetie;

I never have thought about such, if by any chance i think about it, I start losing my breathe..

She tells me listen babe;

Why do you love me so much?1 I am a very ordinary and simple girl. Why do you find me so special!?

I say sweetie;

Look at yourself with my eyes. The reason of my madness, you will find out by yourself.

She tells me listen babe;

Why do you look at me so thoughtfully that i start feeling i am so precious?!

I say sweetie;

My ladylove you are indeed valuable. Whenever i see you, i feel, existential, i feel I am actually living.

She tells me listen babe;

I don’t have words to explain that in my heart I have how much love for you.

I say sweetie;

Love reflects from the eyes, your silence itself talks to me about you.

She tells me listen babe;

Who do you fear losing the most?! Who is that?! That this season invites.

I say sweetie;

My poem for you is the mirror of my heart. Come see through and tell me Who do you see inside?!

She tells me listen babe;

You know “WAQQIE” you talk a lot. But the truth is they make me very happy.

I say sweetie;

All these talks, these narratives are just excuses. For me to be with you, for me to me to spend my moments with you, After that there is a captivating rush, rush of silence, eyes will speak and the lips remain silent.

-By WAQQIE, 22/FEB/2013.  

I accept my love for you was all but a dream. 
I accept that the first time when we met I was in love with you, and I’ll always have to accept the truth that you’re the only one I’ve loved so much.
You’re the only one I’ll never be able to forget, no matter if time dies on me, no matter if the world ends, you’ll always be the one that I love.
I accept the passing days without you. 
I know no matter what we say about love. 
No matter how hard we try to go back to those golden days, those silent nights lying next to you, no matter what, there’s no way we could go back to them.
No words can block away the sorrowful tears, the heartbreak that I’m going through.
No tears can wash away the images of you and me, no wind can flow away the memories that you’ve left behind.
I accept all this, I accept the truth that love hurts so badly when you’ve finally found someone you truly love.

Poem written by WAQQIE, 20/FEB/2013.